P90X

When I touch down I see they acquiesce 

columbine with this tech 9 

through yo redline

call it P90X

when I push up 

and it take all the stress

I would love

if the promise is kept

I throw up til I grow up

when it’s your love

and you needin’ the best

I feel it out

you ain’t fuckin’ with me

I peel out

Had a talk with God

He said run it up

That’s the deal now

Spaced out in this truck

I still battle

Fight with my lust

Lust for money

Lust for friends

Lust for something

Lust for weed

Lust for trust

Lust for nothing

Wish I could just lust for me

I still

I still fight because I hate myself

I wish that I could break this cell

I wonder if my girl can tell

I’m fighting everyday

for moves I could’ve made that stayed on shelves

I crush the cain 

It’s nostril to the brain

I use my CDL

I would complain

My demons cant be slain

Because this fuckin hell

I wish…

I wish that you would listen

The closest 

Hear them hissin’

I wish you saw my vision

Hope we find another instance

As you float above the water

I’m altered and dauntless starting

To think I’m a target

Hate that I fall for the heartless

Claw to be relevant artists

Starving inside this apartment 

Give up or chase even harder